03.11.2014

Hello! Yesterday was really tiring. I went to a wedding in the afternoon and I guess it was the heat because I felt so sleepy and my eyelids felt so heavy. As soon as we reached the place, I felt really funny in my stomach and I could feel my social anxiety taking over me. I guess it was just the sight of people I have never met before. I probably only knew about 3 of the attendees at the wedding out of a few dozen people. It was really scary. There were a lot of smokers and smoking is one of my biggest pet peeve so I felt really annoyed but I can't really blame them at the same time. They should be allowed to smoke whenever they want to although smoking is really bad as we already know. And then there were a lot of women all dressed up walking around and I felt like there were so many people staring at me. I felt really scared when there were no empty seats so we just walked really slowly which just gives me more time to feel that many people are staring at me. We stood around tables for about five minutes and I couldn't even look at people because I was really scared we'd make eye contact. It was a really harrowing experience and I was just relieved once we got out of there.

We went to my grandmother's house afterwards and we watched a lot of The Walking Dead. It was fun spending time with my cousins and all. It was fun. Better than the wedding definitely. It was fun.

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